Soulmate mu, whoever you'll be, whenever and however you'll come, at this time in my life, this is how I intended loving you. I have had all ma university fun, not much with girls tho', but enough more than some people would ever experience in their whole life. At the point of scribbling this shit down, I'm somewhere in the University of Nigeria, Nsukka - seated in the lovely hills around a home called DISTRICT13, somewhere around Odenigwe, after much dankings and sippinz. We rounded up with the celebration of the birthday of a much beloved bro of mine named Andrew moments earlier- what a talented bro he is. There are really few like him you could find around. A boo and bae are seated in the front of Me kissing and sipping some drinks and I can only smile. The view from up here is beyond beautiful, the lovely stars, the beautiful trees, the lovely silhouettes of the magnificiently well aligned residential buildings and the beautiful voice of Sia's melodies in ma ears. Dear soulmate, just in case I dont get to show or tell you myself - these are things you need to know about Me from the little I've understood about myself so far. Sometimes I sit down and ponder about myself and believe Me I'm pretty weird to myself. You'll have to learn to deal with my messiness, my unseriousness - at some point in my life, I learnt never to take life too seriously, cause every fucking shitty shit in life is vanity. You'll learn to shut Me up when I rumble non-stop, I mostly do not talk but when I do; I exceed the extremes. Perhaps I'd have quit smoking by the time I meet you but if I haven't, please understand that kpoli was the first bae I ever had and they say first love never dies right? Kpoli has been with Me all through my away and beyonds. Its unfailing faithfulness must be the reason I'm still in love with it if at when we meet I'm still a stoner. You'll have to understand my preference of music over movies. Whenever I sleep barely midway into a movie, always endeavour to forgive Me. At the time of scribbling this shit down, I'm still yet to understand the reason behind my sleeping anytime I try watching a movie - I hope I understand and change that part of Me before we meet, and better still I hope I do not have to change it when I finally get to understand the phenomenon behind it. For should we really change such intricate arbitrary parts of us? How many do I have to and how many can I successfully change if I have to? I'm very certain my love for noodles would still be intact by the time we meet. I hope you wouldn't have a problem with that. For mom and everyone else says it aint much of a good food. I hope you'd prove em all wrong when we finally get to meet. Dear soulmate, I hope that we fill each other’s lives with laughter and joy. I hope that we make each other better people, and inspire each other to do well in life.I hope that seeing my smile makes you want to do good acts in the world. I hope that you love pepper as much as I do, pepper has always being a family thing from peppered baked beans to peppered mayonnaise and peppered everything. Perhaps it's because every meal is pathetically boring without the hot spiciness of beloved pepper. The yellow Nsukka ones are my favorite. I hope you are good with numbers for our kids sake, because I am so extremely awful at it. Numbers and I ain’t any bit of friends. Words have always been my thing, anyway, but somehow you still leave me at a loss for them at times - for leaving Me mostly speechless will certainly be a part of our love. I hope that we travel afar, explore the world, explore our body and souls, eat spectacular foods and overall live a simple normal life together. Know that I'm always and will always be an arsehole, the worst kind you'd ever meet but above all of these things, I absolutely, positively promise you that loving me is worth it, because I will make your heart happy with the little things I have to give. Did I just scribble that shit down? Hope you didn't take the love part too seriously? I hope I know what love truly is by the time we meet. For I'll give you the best love I can When we finally get to meet, you must always remember: I love you. I have waited for you, I have found you, and I love you more than you could understand, more than I can ever show at the time, for I'm awful at expressing emotions.. I love you when we bicker, argue and are pissed off at each other. I love you when your parents insult my cooking, and even when YOU insult my cooking. I love you when you steal all of the covers in bed. I love you when you leave your smelly laundry in the middle of the floor. I love you when you look into my eyes, my heart and my soul. I love you when you ask me what’s wrong, because you always know when something is wrong.
I love you when you get Me mad, even when I wouldn't talk to you for a while, I love you when I make the unforgivable mistakes, whenever I err, do always find a place in your beautiful loving heart to forgive Me. Yeah dont smile too much, dont wonder how I know your heart is beautiful and loving - we'd never get to meet if its not. Whatever the world brings forth dearest soulmate, I'll always love you without wax. Never you give up on Me even when you have every reason. Please do sing Me to sleep, cause beloved Sia and the awesome Alan Walker have failed to do so tonight.
Alan Walker - Sing Me To Sleep🎶🚶🚶🚶
Written by Khalifa
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